I know its not a good start untuk tahun baru saya bila dalam hati ni tertanya-tanya apa azam baru saya. I dont really know what i want. What i really want. I just feel depressed when i realize that new semester will be start in few days and im not ready for it. I dont understand myself. and I dont know what is happening to me. I just feel i dont want to do the maktab routine cause i dont like. And i dont think i really want to be teacher now.
Last semester was worse. I always fell asleep during lecture and i done all my assignments with sambil lewa and I doubt I will pass on one of my major paper when I done the coursework lintang pukang. But, I feel suprise when i got news that nobody fail for the last semester result. Well, maybe Allah heard me and i feel sangat bersyukur when i dont have to repeat the paper. Really. And i dont really mind about the gred.
And hey, talking about this new year and new semester, i dont have any azam baru. Let just do anything that i can to be a better person or, let just do anything that i still dont know yet. They said last year in maktab is tough. So, let do it although i have no idea how tough it is.
Dear Allah, please give me courage to face all things in all circumstances.